Operation no b/p

OPERATION NO B/P

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So I am trying to decrease the amount I b/p for many reasons.  First and foremost I am deceiving, lying and hurting the ones I love.  I'm not saying that I didn't do that when I was anorexia restricing but not that I'm b/p type there's the constant issue surrounding food.  Where did this food go?  How much money have I spent on food that could have been spent on ANYTHING else.  I'm ruinging my teeth and already being underweight is just like adding lighter fluid to a flame.  

I managed to go Tuesday without a b/p. I b/pd today but am aiming for no tomorrow.  Of course that might entail an overuse of my meds and some alcohol consumption but whatever.