Friday, October 29, 2010
I can't let go
There, I've said it. I can't let go of my eating disorder. I have no intention of doing so. Not until I have proved myself a good anorexic. Yes, I am aware of how silly that seems but I despise my body. I hate it with such a passion that it's quite sad actually. I just miss my old body. I miss thighs that don't touch and boobs that aren't there. I miss the chest bones and being able to see and count my ribs. I loved the bump bump bump of my lower spine now it's just the top.